Does he like me, is the biggest question. I don’t know if it was just something that I overanalyzed as usual, or if it actually meant something. I was in Josh and Colin’s room with Lauren, Jake, Josh and Colin. Josh was sitting on his bed, and I asked if he would kill me if I sat on his bed. He replied with no, you can sit, it’s alright. A few minutes later I got up because he said he was going to go to sleep because he was super baked. He took his pants and sweater off, leaving him in his blue pinstriped boxers and white t-shirt. He looked mighty adorable. Anyways, he crawled into bed under the covers, and then I asked if it was alright if I sat back down again. He let me, and he asked if I thought his bed was comfy, and I said yes. To ensure I could see how comfy his bed was, I laid my head down, with my legs still dangling off the bed. His bed was indeed really comfortable. Then Lauren came over and wanted to lay down too, so I had to move in and up, so Josh was spooning me. My head was not at the same height as his though. After about a minute or so, and almost falling off the bed, Lauren decided to get up leaving just Josh and I still laying with one another. I had my eyes closed, but I could hear a bunch of whispering and then Jake asked Lauren if she wanted to go and smoke a B with him in his room. She declined at first, and then Jake convinced her. Before they left, they said for Colin to tag along. They left the room, and 10 seconds later someone came back and turned the light off. I asked Josh if everyone left, he said yes, and I said that’s cool. I asked him if he wanted me to leave as well and he replied with no, and something else, although I cannot quite remember what. I stayed and just lied there. I believe I said to him that if he wanted me to go I could, and he said no again. So he did seem like he wanted me to stay, but because I didn’t do anything within those minutes, he said he was going to start going to sleep. I said okay, and left. I walked out of his room and to the stairwell, and found Lauren, Jake and Colin standing there talking to one another. Jake looked shocked and asked why I left, and I said because he practically kicked me out. I said he wanted to go to bed after I just laid there. I asked him why they all left, and he said because he thought we were cute together and thought something would happen.
I don’t know if I am reading too much into this, or if Josh was actually being really nice to me that night. He said that they are always happy to see me.
Did he actually want to hook up with me? Was he just being nice, and didn’t want to be rude by kicking me out of his bed? Did he have any motives? What were they whispering about? Did he tell them to leave the room? I am so confused right now!